Olivia Newton-John & John Travolta at Studio 54 in 1978
If Olivia Newton-John & John Travolta were a couple, we could call them Olivia Newton-John Travolta. Let’s call them that anyway.
still going strong! one a day! day 9. none so far today and its lookin hopeful :)
(Source: inthemidnightair, via ahahat0ast)
ikindoffeellikeeverythingisabouttocomecrashingdownaroundmeagain.ormaybeitsthisguiltyfeelingicarrywithmeallthetimeovernothing.guiltifthatisyou,goawayandletmefeelpeace.
usually my feelings end up being right.
here we go again.
__We should probably begin by making a list of my “resolutions.” Let me type this word.for.word.
::The Way You Should Be aka To Live Ridicule Free::
- ….I have a headache already.
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daily devotional. (thank you to www.youversion.com this is a easily remembered task.)
- quit smoking. (you’ll be proud to know that the third day into the year I have had only 3.)
- work out 3-4/wk. (hehe…I mean Wii Fit. Hula Hoop Queen.)
- doggie play time. (I want cuddle bugs.)
- read more. (i mean, common. I’m obsessed and just dont make the time. vital.)
- granny time.
- let go of anger/opinions.
- listen more.
- daily blog. Revamp. Be Real.
- clear debt (get errr done! down to just school loans and only two!)
__Now let’s talking about this revamping of my blog. I feel like I have gone through some .shit.in.life. Now, I know this is not comparable to a lot of people’s hardships but I also know a lot of people havent felt and been through .my.shit. I KNOW people feel the things I feel. I KNOW a lot of people dont…and dont understand and I could not be more happy for you! You are blessed! But for those of you that hit depths in yourself darker than night…I.feel.you. I’m just going to start being straight with you all. Some of it may be disturbing. Some of it may be painful for you. Or hurt you because I hurt. But I’m working through it. And your support means the world! However…it is not necessary. Sharing things like this on my blog holds me responsible for my life. But the emotions are deep, in the moment, real. I am really great of gaining control over feelings that could cause harm…but that doesnt mean they dont occur. Feel free to ask questions. I’m here to be open and honest. I’m Living This. And If I Can Do Nothing But Be Someone Who Understands What Its Like…then so be it. It’s a dark and lonely world. You’re about to watch me go through a journey. A rollercoaster. And in the end…the world may not be so dark and lonely after all. :)
